Cadence; Chapter 3
Okay, Okay! Today's the day!
Alastair and I are going for a tour around London! I feel like I'm betraying my boyfriend a little by accepting Alastair's request and taking up so much time to plan on what to wear but then again, I have not heard from him since. I checked on the emails again and nothing.
Why am I not surprised anymore? Maybe he left me for someone else? Maybe something happened to him? I put my finger to my lip, thinking hard. I wish someone would tell me what happened to him.
Just then, someone walked up to me and placed something in between my furrowed eyebrows. Whatever it was, it fell to the ground. "Wahhh~ I thought it would stick. I guess not."
I jumped, completely surprised. "Alastair?! How do you get into my room?! And
what would stick?"
Alastair bend down to retrieve the card that he dropped and rubbed the back of his neck. He waved the card in front of me. "I got a spare room card with me and you looked so deep in thoughts, you didn't even hear me come in. And I thought slotting the card in between your troubled eyebrows would be funny." He grinned as I automatically defended my forehead with my hand.
"I-Isn't that against the rules, t-to have the hotel card to a girl's room?! H-How did you even get it?" I blabbered as Alastair shrugged, "The company gave it to me. So, are you ready? I have quite a few places to bring you today!" He cheered as he pushed me out of the room.
Alastair really brought me to a lot of places, most of them are the places that I wanted to go and requested. We went to the London Zoo, Natural History Museum and we end the day at the last location - The London Eye. We got ourselves a cabin of our own and I sat down, totally exhausted from the all the adventure I had today. To be honest, it has been a while since I have so much fun! Alastair sat beside me as we gazed at the beautiful night view of London.
I sighed and Alastair looked at me. "What's wrong?"
I shook my head, "Nothing. Just that, I finally felt so free because of today. Thank you." Alastair rubbed his neck and looked away, smiling. "No biggie." He murmured. I felt him sat closer to me but I didn't budge, we're friends after all.
Right?
After the London Eye, Alastair sent me back to the hotel. "Are you sure you don't want to have dinner with me? I feel bad sending you back without any proper dinner." Alastair insisted for the third time when we reached the outside of my hotel room. I chuckled and nodded, "Yesss, Alastair. You've spent so much money on today's tour and I don't want to burden your wallet any longer so yes, I'm
bloody sure." I said, using the British accent on the last sentence.
Alastair laughed as he shrugged his cute shoulders, "I give up."
"Maybe next time? When I accomplish something in Hallmark or something?"
"Sure." He murmured.
We stood there, awkwardly looking at each other. Alastair rubbed his neck again, "I need to stop putting ourselves in awkward situations."
I giggled, "Me too." We both shared a smile before Alastair suddenly grew serious. "Cadence," He brought his hand up and gently cornered me to the door. "Will you hate me?" He whispered, sounding a little tired.
I'm more worried about my current situation then I am worried about Alastair's question as Alastair leaned closer and closer to me, closing up the distance between us. I gave him a weird look but a smile still plastered to my face. "Alastair, w-what are you doing?" I squeaked from nervousness.
His face is too close!
I closed my eyes and turned my head away. After a few seconds, I did not feel anything. I opened my eyes again, cautiously, only to see a dejected looking Alastair. "Sorry, I really shouldn't have done that. I'm so sorry." I'm not sure what to reply him so I just nodded. He sighed and heavily patted my head. "Good night! Get a good night rest. I'll see you on Monday." With that, he walked off.
I quickly opened my room door and crashed onto my well-made bed. I clutched onto the sheets and recalled whatever that just happened.
Was Alastair going to kiss me? Things could get weird if we progress further since he has the room key too.
I shook my head.
That's not the problem! The problem is that I'm still with my boyfriend, right? I clutched onto the sheets tighter and buried my face into the soothing comforter. I don't know anymore. I wish Liz and Joby are here to help me. I hate being in a love triangle again.
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Liz; Chapter 3
“Liz, are you done yet?” Minhee asked for the 17th
time as she paced around impatiently outside the toilet. “I really reeeeally
need to wee and I’m lateeee.”
“A minute!” I replied. Minhee sighs, she’s almost late for
her debate team meeting in the morning and I’m not helping her out at all.
It’s already been a week since we’ve started school and I’ve
pretty much settled down and gotten used to the life in LA. Minhee and I have
the same classes most of the days since we are in the same major. The only classes
that were not the same are our extra credit classes. She took up debate class
and I took up music, of course. Today’s the day of the audition for the music
class and I’ve spent the entire week practicing a piece I’m going to play on
the guitar. Apparently, you have to audition to get into the music class and to
say I’m not nervous is an obvious lie. I’ve seen the people in my music class
perform during the open house and they are all freaking talented. I swear
they’re all like music prodigies or just plain geniuses.
“I’m done!” I said when I opened the door, only to find
Minhee standing there, rolling her eyes at me.
Calm the hell down you damn heart! I screamed in my mind while making my way to the
audition venue. My heart is racing and the butterflies in my stomach aren’t
helping at all. I feel like I’m going to throw up any minute. Lord have mercy
on me please. I finally reached the audition venue, which is the school’s
auditorium, after much contemplation and hesitation. I was amazed by the place –
it looked incredible. There was a vast stage in the center with gleaming
spotlights hanging from above and the judges’ table was just a few meters away
from the stage. “Are you here for the audition?” a voice broke me out of my
daze. “Umm, yeah. I’m Liz Yuen.” I replied. “Okay, I see your name here,” he
said while flipping the papers on his clip board, “go through the curtains from
the left of the stage and someone will tell you what to do.” Then he left and
approached another girl asking the same question.
As I walked through the curtains, someone came out at the
exact same time and bumped into my shoulder accidentally. After gaining my
balance back, I turned to the person and glared at him only to find that he
looks extremely familiar.
“Goddammit. I’m so sorry-oh hey! You’re the girl that I
knocked over in the hallways!” He said, grinning at me. Then it came to me,
he’s the pretty asian guy with the unexpected deep voice that I fell butt-first
in front of. My face started
burning up in embarrassment.
“Umm, y-yeah I am...” I replied awkwardly.
“We keep meeting in these kind of situations.” He laughed.
“Are you here for the audition?”
“No. I mean yes. Are you?”
“No, I’m actually here to help out. You know, to facilitate
the backstage and all.” He smiled a little, obviously stifling a laugh. “Oh!
How could I forget to introduce myself, I’m Kris Lee. I’m also in music class,
second year, in case you’re wondering.” He held out his hand.
“I’m Liz Yuen. First year and hopefully can get in to music
class, in case you’re wondering as well.” I smiled and held out my own hand to
shake his.
Kris then brought me around backstage and explained what was
going on and when I was going to perform. We had a few small chats before my
name was called out to the stage. Talking to Kris made me forget about the
nervousness I was feeling and now that it’s time for me to actually perform,
the nervousness is back and the knots in my stomach are tighter than ever. Kris
patted my shoulder and wished me good luck before I stepped out to the stage. I
had a 30 seconds pep talk with myself in my head while walking to the seat
placed at the center of the stage.
It’s now or never, Liz. And
then I played.
“Well done, Liz! That was amazing! ” Kris exclaimed the
minute I came backstage.
“You think so? I think I screwed it up.” I asked
uncertainly. I made a few mistakes here and there while I was performing and
thought I was not going to make it so I wasn’t very confident and satisfied
with my performance.
Kris widens his eyes, “DUH! Are you kidding me?! Your
performance was the best performance I’ve heard and seen all day. And I’ve been
here ALL DAY.” I just shrugged.
“Don’t worry. You’ll get in, for sure.” He continued.
I heaved a heavy sigh. “Hope so.”
It was already the evening when I left the auditorium when I
received a text from Minhee asking me to meet her at the cafeteria for
dinner. I was still a little
doubtful about my performance and was strolling really slowly past the
hallways. I was walking pass the dance rooms when I heard music coming from one
of the rooms. For the past few days, whenever I pass by these rooms, there’s
always a guy dancing by himself and sometimes I would watch him dance. I know
that sounds very eerie but I couldn’t help it. I never saw his face but that’s
not important because what engrossed me was the way he moves. He moves so
naturally, gracefully and almost personally. The way he dances, it’s different. There’s something in the
way he moves, it’s more than just a dance to him. And tonight, I found myself
being wrapped up yet again with his dancing.
The next scene happened so suddenly I didn’t have time to
collect my thoughts.
The guy finished a step and turned towards the door where I
was hiding. His eyes shifted towards my direction and looked at me, as though
he could see me watching him. Maybe, maybe not I thought. Until I saw the
corner of his lips twisted up and he smirked at me.
He knew I was
watching all along. Shit.
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Liz; Chapter 2
"Wow." Both Minhee and I echoed at the same time. We stood in front of UCLA, completely blown over by the largeness of this place. Even the most popular and prestigious universities in Singapore looked nothing like this. UCLA was a different thing altogether. Just looking at the Lamborghini's and Audi R8's rolling into the campus, we knew the students here were completely different.
We made our way to the registration office to get our class timetables and locker numbers then headed off to our very first lesson in UCLA. "Are you nervous?" Minhee asked as we squeezed through the crowded halls to our lecture room. "Umm, not really. You?" I turned to answer her. At the same time, someone running on the opposite direction knocked onto me causing my books to drop and me falling back butt-first.
Way to introduce yourself to the whole school, Liz. Time seemed to freeze as everyone in the hallway stared at me wide-eyed. At that moment, all I wanted to do was to crawl into a hole and hide in it forever. "Crap, I'm SO sorry! I didn't mean to knock you over." A deep voice broke the silence and I was held up to my feet.
"It's alright." I said as I lifted my head to look at the owner of the voice. He had dark brown hair and a really pretty face that doesn't match with his voice. "Are you alright? I'm really really sorry." He picked up my books and handed them to me. "Yeah, I'm fine. Thanks. It's okay, really." I assured him. He heaved a sigh, "That's great then. Sorry again!" He gave me an apologetic smile and rushed off.
Oh my god, that was so embarrassing. I turned to Minhee and she immediately grabbed my arm and squealed, "That was so romantic!"
What?? Romantic? How is falling on my butt in front of the whole school romantic?! "It was like a scene from a drama on how two people first meet by accident and they start falling in loooooveee." I could see her eyes turing into hearts.
This girl is officially nuts. "Hello? Earth to Minhee! No such thing is happening. NO." I shook my finger in front of her. "Come on, let's get to class. We're almost late!" I grabbed her hand and pulled her along. "But you gotta admit though, he's hubba hubba." She said as she winked at me.
Time passes and before you know it, it is already the end of the day. Thank god, nothing embarrassing happened again or I'm never coming back. Minhee has been going on and on about how handsome that guy was and how we were going to fall in love. I swear this girl thinks she's living in a fairytale. Well, sorry to burst her bubble but that ain't happening.
After the long day, the moment I stepped into my room, I plopped onto the bed and fell right asleep. First day of school did not go smoothy but it's alright. Tomorrow will be a better day.
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Cadence; Chapter 2
A week flew by like wildfire and you can say I had a hell of time working in Hallmark. It's great that Alastair is there to help me through but some people I just cannot! I repeat, cannot stand!
"Cadence, you need to stop screwing up this part here. You're gonna pull the team down." Jillian smirked down at me as I examined the graphics that the team has agreed on. I had edited it to perfection and Jillian just screwed it up so I can take the blame. I sucked it up and edited them back to how it was like before, this time I'm submitting the project myself. Alastair joined me after Jillian-Bitch-Fit left, placing a cup of coffee on my table. "Thanks, Alastair." I said, without looking away from my screen. I felt Alastair grinned, "Jillian being tough on you again?" I pushed my chair back and crossed my arms, I am fuming because of her and my hungry stomach is not helping."I don't get why she is doing this to me? You saw my work, I did it perfectly and she mess it up!" I complained as my stomach growled. "I'm hungry." I murmured. Alastair chuckled. "I'll buy you something to eat." I pulled out my wallet but Alastair stopped me. "It's fine. My treat." I smiled apologetically at him, "Thanks, Alastair. You're a lifesaver." He waved it off, "Just don't let Jillian get to you."
As soon as he left, I let out a sigh. Jillian wasn't the only one being a bully. Because of her, most people on the team thinks I'm not cut out for the job. It's depressing that people choose to side Jillian because of her past achievements to a point that they are all brainwashed by her. After editing the mess up, I used up my last few minutes of break to check my email. It's starting to become a habit as I constantly checked for my boyfriend's reply but nothing. Is he still mad at me? I wrote him another email before checking my parent's email and my BFF's. I've been so busy to a point that I forgot to reply. Reading Joby's email once more, I replied her.
Hey Joby, hey Liz,
How are the both of you? I'm doing fine. Work is great, Alastair has been helping me a lot. My boyfriend still has not reply my emails and I don't know what's going on? Do you think it's those trauma that couples go through when they have a long distance relationship??!><
Tomorrow is a weekend so I'll be taking more pictures of London. Do Skype soon! ^^
Love,
Cay
Of course, I would lie about my job here. I don't want them to worry and even if I were to write about Jillian, the email will be a 1500 words essay! And I don't have the time.
"Here you go, Cadence." Alastair returned and handed me a drool-able sandwich. "Thank you so much!" I ripped the wrapper open the start nibbling on it. Yes, I nibble my food in front of people and as my friends called me 'Demure.'Alastair laughed at my polite eating, "You're suppose to munch on it when you're hungry." I paused then continued to nibble on purpose which made him laughed more. "Anyway, Cadence. Tomorrow's a Saturday. Wanna go anywhere? I'll be your guide." He rubbed the back of his neck as I shot him a look. "I'm aware you have a boyfriend." He rolled his eyes playfully. "Just being a friendly guy who wants to help you get your way around in London." I laughed at his playful tone. I nodded, "Alright. Alright. I wanna visit the Zoo or Museums sounds good too." Alastair shrugged, "Why not visit both?" I jumped in my seat, "Really?" He nodded and I squealed a little in excitement.
"Cadence, where's the project on the Halloween Event?" Oh great, Jillian. She sashayed towards us, emphasising her beauty to Alastair. "I'll hand it up myself." I replied coldly. Jillian smiled sweetly, "But I insist. You've been working so hard, right Alastair?" Alastair didn't react to her flirting and calmly backed me up. "I think Cadence will be able to handle it herself." That shut Jillian and her mouth up. Her oh so sweet smile wavered before she shrugged it off. "If you say so, Alastair." She sashayed her way back to her table, emphasising her butt hugging skirt.
Alastair started rubbing his arms. "She gives me the goosebumps." I giggled, "I think she likes you." Alastair pretended to be shock, "What? Really?" We ended up stifling our laughter. "I will never go for a girl like her." He glanced at me, "Well, I'll see you tomorrow." He walked back to his seat as we all went back to work.
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Joby; Chapter 1
It's been three days since cay left. I'm lying on my bed glancing up my ceiling for the third hour now. Those two must be having a blast now, living in the other ends of the world. And me, living my ol'e stale life now. In fact I was deciding whether to skip class tomorrow so I could dwell in my depressive thoughts a day longer. I'm nineteen still stuck in poly cause I couldn't make it to a local university after JC. I know, I recently gotten over that and forgave myself but when you see your good friends leaving to move on in life, you just feel shitty for being stuck behind. I stood up from my unmade bed and stared at the incomplete canvas painting left untouch for a week at the corner of my room. It was a painting of a random girl that I thought was beautiful: large eyes, thick eyelashes, great face shape, great everything. A total opposite of what I am. I know I sound like a lifeless,passive and depressing person but it's just one of those days I feel like I need a miracle to feel better. Must be the pms.
Twenty minutes later, I heard my mom calling me from downstairs telling me to help out with dinner. I stood up and as I reached the stairs, the whole room felt unbalnced. I felt woozy. Must have stood up too fast. I rubbed my temples and walked down the steps one at a time. By the fourth step, I suddenly felt my eyes falling backwards to the ceiling and suddenly everything was black. The pain of rolling down the staircase, literally, wasn't nearly as painful as the sharp pinch in my head. I was in pain but I couldn't feel my body enough to react. I wanted to scream but my lips were dry and heavy. I kept hearing mom screaming at my face, I couldn't make out what she was saying. Everything I heard was muffled. My body was fighting to move but the pain in my head numbed every other part of my muscles. Then, silence. Everything was pitch black for a long time. I couldn't hear anything. I couldn't feel anything.
<two days later>
Finally, I could hear something. It went like the scanner at supermarkets: beep, beep, beep. I could hear someone breathing heavily. Sounds like a snore. I thought for a moment of who it was. Sounds like mom's. I mustered all my energy to open my eyes but I failed. I kept trying until finally, the bright lights greeted my. I started blinking through and saw the ceiling lights. I tilted my head, with great effort, to see mom beside me, sleeping on the couch. Dad was on the other side of the room, sleeping too. I tried to move my hands. They were a lot heavier than I thought they were. But I only needed to move an inch when mom stirred awake and widened her eyes in shock. " Joby, oh my god Joby. You're awake! Don't worry Joby you're going to be fine. Don't move, I'm going to get the doctor." Well I think I can manage that, considering the fact that I can't move even if I wanted to. Mom would totally smack my butt if she could hear my thoughts in my head.
So. I have brain tumor. At the back of my head. It's too small for the doctors to remove it yet but I have to go for semi-chemo to try to eliminate it. The doctors says it wasn't life threatening yet but I would have to schedule an operation in six months if chemo wasn't doing its job. I haven't said a word of anything yet to anyone. Not even to mom or dad. I didn't know how to deal with this information. I mean mom said our family only had a history of diabetes. Not cancer. They assured me it wasn't cancer yet. And that it was still before and stages of growth. It was a tiny tumor that could potentially kill me before I turn twenty-I wanted to scream at them.
Mom and dad were dumbfounded when they heard this, still shocked from the news. Mom cried. Dad cried. I couldn't decide whether to cry or not. I had to stay in the hospital for three weeks before I can be on home probation. I have three doctors assigned to me-two brain surgeons and one regular general practioner. Then I had eleven nurses( I counted) who waited ion me in the past six hours. Mom and dad had to work everyday so they sent my maid to take care of me. This might seem cruel and uncaring but my parents had to work and I told them to because I wasn't in danger and it was going to be okay. It took me a week to convince them as they brought me to my appointments to the doctors and chemo sessions. They had to. It would keep their worries off me and stop transferring negative energy towards me. This was healthy, I told them. I,was okay. So they came every evening instead after their work. I didn't tell any of my friends, because technically, I wasn't dying. And they had their own shit to take care of, let alone mine. Knowing would just be a burden.
It was coming to the end of week two and I was dragging my feet and my iv stand to the doctors office in my pjs: large baggy shirt and some comfy pants. It was Dr. Fang today checking on my tumor status. As I came into the office, I realized that he was not alone. Next to him was a tall figure, well dressed underneath his white doctory coat. He was well built, you coul tell. That cologne smell was familiar. Then I took a closer look at his face. Smooth, tan and defined cheeks. I knew this person. He was grinning back at me. " well, I hope you don't mind Joby, this is my associate, Dr seah. He's my colleague who is also my understudy, taking over me when I'm not around." I didn't react. This stupid good looking guy was my economics tutor in back when I was in JC. He used to come over my house for bloody expensive tution that I had to pay for myself.(dad refuse to pay a male tutor and mom refused as she didn't believe in tutors) the last time I saw him was on Instagram, in Bali with his gorgeous(I mean extremely beautiful girlfriend ) for vacation last month. He always picked on me and scolded me when I couldn't think of answers. And now he's my freaking doctor. This is a great example of what I call :FML. I just stared at both of them not saying anything as per usual. "Dr Seamus(pronounced as shaymus) seah" kept scrutinizing me as I nodded or shook my head at every question Dr Fang asked. As soon as Fang took a blood sample from me and I was free to go, I sprung from my seat quickly and pushed my IV stand out with me and started walking to my room. I was wearing my pjs, looking like crap in front of that guy. I didn't talk to him since I told him my econs results for a levels were very bad.
I was in my hospital room, switching on my Laptop for the first time since my collapse when I heard a knock on my door. It was Seamus, pushing a tray of food in towards my bed. I glanced behind him to see if Linda, my food nurse was behind him. She wasn't. Great. I still haven't said anything. He sat himself on the couch near my bed and crossed his arms. "So, you're not even going to say hi?". There was silence in the room. "You know I know you're neither deaf or mute." He added. What a jerk. Who does he think he is? Lounging in my room like I know him so well. I ignored him and logged into my laptop on my lap. I heard him sigh and said"I'm not going to say anything about a levels or whatever okay so don't worry, I won't reprimand you." I stared at him. " come on, I'm going to be your doctor, we have to at least try to be nice to each other" he smirked. I stared at him again, this time saying," we're no different from the last time. I'm still paying you to make me better. Just that the last time was econs and this time is my brain. You don't have to force yourself to talk to me just because I'm paying you more now, cuz that money is just for you to treat me" I said without any emotion in my voice. He frowned, sighed and stood up, leaving my room. It was stupid of me to sy that but it was what I felt. I turned my focus back on my laptop. I've got mail from cay and Liz. Two weeks ago. Oops. Well, it's never too late.
Dear girls,
How are you there? I'm fine, great actually. Just school and the usual crap. I seriously want to come visit you guys now. Seriously jelly of your new room cay. And Liz, try not to scare your roommate with your collection of shinee stuff. I wanna hear from you guys more often! Write soon!
Yours trully and lots of love, Joby
P.s: good luck !
It was already midnight as I finished my dinner and Korean drama marathon. Time for some sleep.
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Liz; Chapter 1
New place, new beginnings. I can do this. I thought to myself as I inhaled the fresh California air once I stepped out of LAX. Suddenly Miley Cyrus' Party In The USA seems so relatable and fitting to my situation right now. I've always dreamed of studying abroad by myself and how much fun I would have but right now, I'm honestly nervous and scared. Being so far away from home without my family is the first for me however, I'm still excited for this new adventure.
Oh wait. I haven't officially introduced myself. Hi, I'm Elizabeth Yuen but you can call me Liz. I've graduated from Nanyang Polytechnic recently and I've just been accepted to University of California, Los Angeles. So, here I am. In LA. All by myself.
Standing right outside of LAX with my luggages, I took out a huge yellow envelope that UCLA had sent me a few weeks ago containing information, enrollment slips and other bibs and bobs to find the address to my new hostel. From the information given to me, I'm supposedly rooming with Lee Minhee, a Korean student who is also in her first year of college. I hailed a cab and made my way to the hostel located somewhere at West Hollywood. Apparently, the hostel is quite a few train stations away from the college itself. I thought it'll be just right beside or behind the college, well guess not.
As the cab goes onto the driveway of the hostel, the jaw literally dropped. This place looks like something straight out of the Harry Potter movies. The architecture of the hostel is INSANE. The buildings are so castle-like and incredibly gorgeous. Literally beyond what I have imagined it to be. And to call this place my home for the next 2 years?? WOWWW. I. AM. LOVING. THIS.
I got out of the cab, took my luggages and began finding my way to my room. "Room 502... Room 502... Room 502..." I muttered to myself. "Ah, here it is!" I stuck the key in and turned the knob. The room was pretty big and well furnished. There were 2 single beds separated on each side of the room and one side was already decorated with photo frames and posters of SHINee and other kpop groups.
We already have something in common. The side of my lips curled up. There was no one in the room so I figured Minhee was out or something. I threw my luggage on the bed and started unpacking my stuff. After about an hour, I stood up and made my way to the door just in time a girl with extremely long black hair opened it. "Oh! Hi, you must be my new roommate! I'm Minhee." She smiled at me with beaming eyes. "Hey, I'm Liz." I said as I shook her hands. "Nice place here. I didn't expect it to look like this at all." I said. "I knoooow right! That's what I thought when I first came here too! This place is gorgeous! Wait till you see the campus, you're gonna be blown away! ...." As she continued blabbering about everything else, I just sat at my bed and listened to her. It's nice to have someone so bubbly as my roommate as I'm definitely not someone that talks a lot. I know that we're going to get along well.
After about another hour of chatting with Minhee, she left to get us some takeaways for dinner. I heave a sigh and took out my laptop. Time to inform my family that I have arrived safely and to email Joby and Cay. I miss my best friends. Not being able to see and contact each other often makes me feel weird.
Hey Girls!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh my goodness. To say I have missed you all, is an understatement. Omg. Omg. Omg.
Okay first things first, I have arrived in LA safely and already settled into my hostel! This place is incredible. I'll show you all through skype next time. And my roommate is called Minhee and she's korean :) And she's so bubbly and sweet, y'all would like her too. Okay, enough of me for now.
I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU CAYYYYY! Sorry I couldn't really express my excitement the first time cause I was so out of it. BUT OH MY GOD I'M PROUD OF YOU. Since you will be in London, just across the "lake" (HAHAHA), I can visit you during the holidays! :D And Joby! How are you woman. Come visit me and Cay soon! I'm starting my first day of school tomorrow and I'm nervous. But excited. I wonder what other curricular activities should I take... probably music. Cause y'know, what else. Hahaha. I miss you girls like crazyyyy. Let's skype soon. Love you both.
xoxo,
Liz
Just as I clicked send, Minhee came through the doors. "Food's here!!" she announced. We both dug in and prepared for our first day of school tomorrow. And, that's how my first day in LA went.
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Cadence; Chapter 1
Why would I even think that going to London on my own would be fine?
My name is Cadence Ching. My BFFs call me Cay and 4 days ago, I got a call from the management of Hallmark Cards informing me that a position for me as a card designer is open and I can't say 'No' to that amazing offer! I had been working my ass off on my portfolio and my hard work has finally paid off.
But being alone in a foreign country filled with strangers is a different thing. You see, I have always been the awkward one among my friends and camouflaging myself in a crowd is my specialty. Moreover, my boyfriend did not support the idea of me leaving the country; we even argued for the first time in our 2 years relationship. He refused to sent me off at the airport after that.
I let out a sigh and got out of the toilet, returning to my seat and did my usual 'stare-out-of-the-window' routine for the next 2 hours before the plane arrived at London.
After 6 hours of flight, the plane finally arrived at London City Airport and I got out with other passengers, following their tails. The management informed me that one of their employees would be there to pick me up, 'Kpop Nerd' they said. Not very descriptive. I bit my lower lip and tried to come up with the best greetings I can come up with when I meet him.
After retrieving my luggage, I shadowed behind people again; just in case I lose my way. Looking for a Kpop Nerd was indeed too difficult to find except for an Asian guy with dyed blonde hair, holding up a really decorative banner in his hands with my name written on it. He looked like he was about my age and let me add, he has really girly features. Totally my type.
Eh oh! Now I'm anxious.
I walked towards him, "Ah! You spelled my name wrongly." The guy stopped waving the banner and anxiously examined his banner. I laughed softly at his anxiety, "I'm just kidding. I'm Cadence. Did the management sent you?" The guy beamed at me as he rubbed the back of his neck, laughing awkwardly."Y-yeah! I'm Alastair." I shook his hand, amazed that he does not have a British accent but his looks itself is enough to make me eat my heart out.
I insisted on holding onto my luggage as Alastair asked me tons of questions about myself - What I intend to do? Where am I from? And stuff. If he isn't an employee of Hallmark, I would have squirm so badly from discomfort.
Alastair called a cab for us and drove us to my hotel. "London is a big place but I hope you'll approach me if you need anything." Alastair said, breaking the awkwardness between us. I simply nodded in reply, forming the awkwardness again.
I am such a conversation killer! I looked at my phone, expecting to see my boyfriend's text messages or calls but nothing. I sighed, he probably don't want to spend too much money on overseas calls. I planned to email him later when I get to the hotel.
"Boyfriend?" Alastair looked at me with those brown eyes of his.
"Y-yeah. We had an argument about me coming to London...I-I mean, We argued about having me..."
Great! Now, I'm worried about my English!
Alastair laughed as he patted his leg at my awkwardness. "Don't worry about it. I get it! It must be hard for you to adapt to the change." I smiled at him and nodded. "Yeah, I guess it is."
"Well, get some rest at the hotel later. Tomorrow will be your first day of work so we need tons of your energy." Alastair made an encouraging pose that made me giggled. I looked forward to working with this guy.
Alastair helped me checked into my hotel room as soon as we arrived at Brown's Hotel. It's a really beautiful hotel, simple yet grand - Just my style! Alastair approached me with my room key, "I guess that is all that I can do for ya. If you face any problems, just call me." He handed me my room key and a note with his number in it. "I think there's nothing much to tell you. All information are in the email the management has sent you." He rubbed the back of his neck, not sure how to end the day. I smiled and bowed a little, out of habit. "Thank you so much for your help, Alastair. I think I can manage the rest by myself." He smiled down at me, "Well, good night then." I sent him off at the entrance before heading up to my hotel room.
I felt like I just entered one of the bedrooms that only appeared in movies. It's...indescribable! I instantly fell in love with the room and explored every corners. I can't wait to use the bathtub already!
After exploring, I took out my laptop and placed it on the table and opened up my email. I have three emails to write, I guess I'll start with my boyfriend since I owe him an apology.
Dear Darling,
I've just checked into my hotel room. I hope you are doing well. I'm sorry that everything happened so sudden and I wish I could spend more time with you :) When I've got the money, I'll send you and my family and friends plane tickets to come over to London. Please don't be mad at me anymore :') I love you! <3
Love,
Cadence
Ps: I don't mean what I said during our argument.
Sent.
Now, my family.
Hi Mom, Dad and Leon,
London is really amazing and the hotel is so pretty! I'll send some pictures when I've got the time. I hope everyone is doing well and do take care! I'll do my best in Hallmark and send money over or maybe even plane tickets! Do look forward to it! I love you all! Tell Grandma that I'm doing well and tell her to take care of her body! I'll send her a plane ticket too :)
Love,
Cadence
Sent.
Now, to my BFFs.I switched email account to the one that Joby created for us. It's so much easier to send email to each other this way. Joby, you're a genius! Ding! Oh, there's already an email from Liz. I smiled as my eyes traced every word Liz wrote in her email. She seems to be doing well already.
Heyhey, Joby and Liz!
Good to know that you're doing well, Liz! I would love to meet MinHee! Put her up on Skype the next time we go Live, alright? And do come visit when you're free, I'm homesick already TAT! Anyway,the hotel that I am staying in is GORGEOUS! I'll send you guys pictures of London when I have the time. Joby, what are you doing now? I'm starting work tomorrow, super nervous >< Good thing it's Friday tomorrow in London & LA! Oh! Speaking of work, a cute employee of Hallmark came to pick me up at the airport today! His name is Alastair ;) Do Skype soon so I can tell you more about him! Ciao!
Love,
CayCay
I leaned back on my chair and looked around the hotel room. It would be nice if it isn't this quiet. Well, whatever. I better catch some ZZZs for the night.
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Cadence; Chapter 3
Okay, Okay! Today's the day!
Alastair and I are going for a tour around London! I feel like I'm betraying my boyfriend a little by accepting Alastair's request and taking up so much time to plan on what to wear but then again, I have not heard from him since. I checked on the emails again and nothing.
Why am I not surprised anymore? Maybe he left me for someone else? Maybe something happened to him? I put my finger to my lip, thinking hard. I wish someone would tell me what happened to him.
Just then, someone walked up to me and placed something in between my furrowed eyebrows. Whatever it was, it fell to the ground. "Wahhh~ I thought it would stick. I guess not."
I jumped, completely surprised. "Alastair?! How do you get into my room?! And
what would stick?"
Alastair bend down to retrieve the card that he dropped and rubbed the back of his neck. He waved the card in front of me. "I got a spare room card with me and you looked so deep in thoughts, you didn't even hear me come in. And I thought slotting the card in between your troubled eyebrows would be funny." He grinned as I automatically defended my forehead with my hand.
"I-Isn't that against the rules, t-to have the hotel card to a girl's room?! H-How did you even get it?" I blabbered as Alastair shrugged, "The company gave it to me. So, are you ready? I have quite a few places to bring you today!" He cheered as he pushed me out of the room.
Alastair really brought me to a lot of places, most of them are the places that I wanted to go and requested. We went to the London Zoo, Natural History Museum and we end the day at the last location - The London Eye. We got ourselves a cabin of our own and I sat down, totally exhausted from the all the adventure I had today. To be honest, it has been a while since I have so much fun! Alastair sat beside me as we gazed at the beautiful night view of London.
I sighed and Alastair looked at me. "What's wrong?"
I shook my head, "Nothing. Just that, I finally felt so free because of today. Thank you." Alastair rubbed his neck and looked away, smiling. "No biggie." He murmured. I felt him sat closer to me but I didn't budge, we're friends after all.
Right?
After the London Eye, Alastair sent me back to the hotel. "Are you sure you don't want to have dinner with me? I feel bad sending you back without any proper dinner." Alastair insisted for the third time when we reached the outside of my hotel room. I chuckled and nodded, "Yesss, Alastair. You've spent so much money on today's tour and I don't want to burden your wallet any longer so yes, I'm
bloody sure." I said, using the British accent on the last sentence.
Alastair laughed as he shrugged his cute shoulders, "I give up."
"Maybe next time? When I accomplish something in Hallmark or something?"
"Sure." He murmured.
We stood there, awkwardly looking at each other. Alastair rubbed his neck again, "I need to stop putting ourselves in awkward situations."
I giggled, "Me too." We both shared a smile before Alastair suddenly grew serious. "Cadence," He brought his hand up and gently cornered me to the door. "Will you hate me?" He whispered, sounding a little tired.
I'm more worried about my current situation then I am worried about Alastair's question as Alastair leaned closer and closer to me, closing up the distance between us. I gave him a weird look but a smile still plastered to my face. "Alastair, w-what are you doing?" I squeaked from nervousness.
His face is too close!
I closed my eyes and turned my head away. After a few seconds, I did not feel anything. I opened my eyes again, cautiously, only to see a dejected looking Alastair. "Sorry, I really shouldn't have done that. I'm so sorry." I'm not sure what to reply him so I just nodded. He sighed and heavily patted my head. "Good night! Get a good night rest. I'll see you on Monday." With that, he walked off.
I quickly opened my room door and crashed onto my well-made bed. I clutched onto the sheets and recalled whatever that just happened.
Was Alastair going to kiss me? Things could get weird if we progress further since he has the room key too.
I shook my head.
That's not the problem! The problem is that I'm still with my boyfriend, right? I clutched onto the sheets tighter and buried my face into the soothing comforter. I don't know anymore. I wish Liz and Joby are here to help me. I hate being in a love triangle again.
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Liz; Chapter 3
“Liz, are you done yet?” Minhee asked for the 17th
time as she paced around impatiently outside the toilet. “I really reeeeally
need to wee and I’m lateeee.”
“A minute!” I replied. Minhee sighs, she’s almost late for
her debate team meeting in the morning and I’m not helping her out at all.
It’s already been a week since we’ve started school and I’ve
pretty much settled down and gotten used to the life in LA. Minhee and I have
the same classes most of the days since we are in the same major. The only classes
that were not the same are our extra credit classes. She took up debate class
and I took up music, of course. Today’s the day of the audition for the music
class and I’ve spent the entire week practicing a piece I’m going to play on
the guitar. Apparently, you have to audition to get into the music class and to
say I’m not nervous is an obvious lie. I’ve seen the people in my music class
perform during the open house and they are all freaking talented. I swear
they’re all like music prodigies or just plain geniuses.
“I’m done!” I said when I opened the door, only to find
Minhee standing there, rolling her eyes at me.
Calm the hell down you damn heart! I screamed in my mind while making my way to the
audition venue. My heart is racing and the butterflies in my stomach aren’t
helping at all. I feel like I’m going to throw up any minute. Lord have mercy
on me please. I finally reached the audition venue, which is the school’s
auditorium, after much contemplation and hesitation. I was amazed by the place –
it looked incredible. There was a vast stage in the center with gleaming
spotlights hanging from above and the judges’ table was just a few meters away
from the stage. “Are you here for the audition?” a voice broke me out of my
daze. “Umm, yeah. I’m Liz Yuen.” I replied. “Okay, I see your name here,” he
said while flipping the papers on his clip board, “go through the curtains from
the left of the stage and someone will tell you what to do.” Then he left and
approached another girl asking the same question.
As I walked through the curtains, someone came out at the
exact same time and bumped into my shoulder accidentally. After gaining my
balance back, I turned to the person and glared at him only to find that he
looks extremely familiar.
“Goddammit. I’m so sorry-oh hey! You’re the girl that I
knocked over in the hallways!” He said, grinning at me. Then it came to me,
he’s the pretty asian guy with the unexpected deep voice that I fell butt-first
in front of. My face started
burning up in embarrassment.
“Umm, y-yeah I am...” I replied awkwardly.
“We keep meeting in these kind of situations.” He laughed.
“Are you here for the audition?”
“No. I mean yes. Are you?”
“No, I’m actually here to help out. You know, to facilitate
the backstage and all.” He smiled a little, obviously stifling a laugh. “Oh!
How could I forget to introduce myself, I’m Kris Lee. I’m also in music class,
second year, in case you’re wondering.” He held out his hand.
“I’m Liz Yuen. First year and hopefully can get in to music
class, in case you’re wondering as well.” I smiled and held out my own hand to
shake his.
Kris then brought me around backstage and explained what was
going on and when I was going to perform. We had a few small chats before my
name was called out to the stage. Talking to Kris made me forget about the
nervousness I was feeling and now that it’s time for me to actually perform,
the nervousness is back and the knots in my stomach are tighter than ever. Kris
patted my shoulder and wished me good luck before I stepped out to the stage. I
had a 30 seconds pep talk with myself in my head while walking to the seat
placed at the center of the stage.
It’s now or never, Liz. And
then I played.
“Well done, Liz! That was amazing! ” Kris exclaimed the
minute I came backstage.
“You think so? I think I screwed it up.” I asked
uncertainly. I made a few mistakes here and there while I was performing and
thought I was not going to make it so I wasn’t very confident and satisfied
with my performance.
Kris widens his eyes, “DUH! Are you kidding me?! Your
performance was the best performance I’ve heard and seen all day. And I’ve been
here ALL DAY.” I just shrugged.
“Don’t worry. You’ll get in, for sure.” He continued.
I heaved a heavy sigh. “Hope so.”
It was already the evening when I left the auditorium when I
received a text from Minhee asking me to meet her at the cafeteria for
dinner. I was still a little
doubtful about my performance and was strolling really slowly past the
hallways. I was walking pass the dance rooms when I heard music coming from one
of the rooms. For the past few days, whenever I pass by these rooms, there’s
always a guy dancing by himself and sometimes I would watch him dance. I know
that sounds very eerie but I couldn’t help it. I never saw his face but that’s
not important because what engrossed me was the way he moves. He moves so
naturally, gracefully and almost personally. The way he dances, it’s different. There’s something in the
way he moves, it’s more than just a dance to him. And tonight, I found myself
being wrapped up yet again with his dancing.
The next scene happened so suddenly I didn’t have time to
collect my thoughts.
The guy finished a step and turned towards the door where I
was hiding. His eyes shifted towards my direction and looked at me, as though
he could see me watching him. Maybe, maybe not I thought. Until I saw the
corner of his lips twisted up and he smirked at me.
He knew I was
watching all along. Shit.
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Liz; Chapter 2
"Wow." Both Minhee and I echoed at the same time. We stood in front of UCLA, completely blown over by the largeness of this place. Even the most popular and prestigious universities in Singapore looked nothing like this. UCLA was a different thing altogether. Just looking at the Lamborghini's and Audi R8's rolling into the campus, we knew the students here were completely different.
We made our way to the registration office to get our class timetables and locker numbers then headed off to our very first lesson in UCLA. "Are you nervous?" Minhee asked as we squeezed through the crowded halls to our lecture room. "Umm, not really. You?" I turned to answer her. At the same time, someone running on the opposite direction knocked onto me causing my books to drop and me falling back butt-first.
Way to introduce yourself to the whole school, Liz. Time seemed to freeze as everyone in the hallway stared at me wide-eyed. At that moment, all I wanted to do was to crawl into a hole and hide in it forever. "Crap, I'm SO sorry! I didn't mean to knock you over." A deep voice broke the silence and I was held up to my feet.
"It's alright." I said as I lifted my head to look at the owner of the voice. He had dark brown hair and a really pretty face that doesn't match with his voice. "Are you alright? I'm really really sorry." He picked up my books and handed them to me. "Yeah, I'm fine. Thanks. It's okay, really." I assured him. He heaved a sigh, "That's great then. Sorry again!" He gave me an apologetic smile and rushed off.
Oh my god, that was so embarrassing. I turned to Minhee and she immediately grabbed my arm and squealed, "That was so romantic!"
What?? Romantic? How is falling on my butt in front of the whole school romantic?! "It was like a scene from a drama on how two people first meet by accident and they start falling in loooooveee." I could see her eyes turing into hearts.
This girl is officially nuts. "Hello? Earth to Minhee! No such thing is happening. NO." I shook my finger in front of her. "Come on, let's get to class. We're almost late!" I grabbed her hand and pulled her along. "But you gotta admit though, he's hubba hubba." She said as she winked at me.
Time passes and before you know it, it is already the end of the day. Thank god, nothing embarrassing happened again or I'm never coming back. Minhee has been going on and on about how handsome that guy was and how we were going to fall in love. I swear this girl thinks she's living in a fairytale. Well, sorry to burst her bubble but that ain't happening.
After the long day, the moment I stepped into my room, I plopped onto the bed and fell right asleep. First day of school did not go smoothy but it's alright. Tomorrow will be a better day.
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Cadence; Chapter 2
A week flew by like wildfire and you can say I had a hell of time working in Hallmark. It's great that Alastair is there to help me through but some people I just cannot! I repeat, cannot stand!
"Cadence, you need to stop screwing up this part here. You're gonna pull the team down." Jillian smirked down at me as I examined the graphics that the team has agreed on. I had edited it to perfection and Jillian just screwed it up so I can take the blame. I sucked it up and edited them back to how it was like before, this time I'm submitting the project myself. Alastair joined me after Jillian-Bitch-Fit left, placing a cup of coffee on my table. "Thanks, Alastair." I said, without looking away from my screen. I felt Alastair grinned, "Jillian being tough on you again?" I pushed my chair back and crossed my arms, I am fuming because of her and my hungry stomach is not helping."I don't get why she is doing this to me? You saw my work, I did it perfectly and she mess it up!" I complained as my stomach growled. "I'm hungry." I murmured. Alastair chuckled. "I'll buy you something to eat." I pulled out my wallet but Alastair stopped me. "It's fine. My treat." I smiled apologetically at him, "Thanks, Alastair. You're a lifesaver." He waved it off, "Just don't let Jillian get to you."
As soon as he left, I let out a sigh. Jillian wasn't the only one being a bully. Because of her, most people on the team thinks I'm not cut out for the job. It's depressing that people choose to side Jillian because of her past achievements to a point that they are all brainwashed by her. After editing the mess up, I used up my last few minutes of break to check my email. It's starting to become a habit as I constantly checked for my boyfriend's reply but nothing. Is he still mad at me? I wrote him another email before checking my parent's email and my BFF's. I've been so busy to a point that I forgot to reply. Reading Joby's email once more, I replied her.
Hey Joby, hey Liz,
How are the both of you? I'm doing fine. Work is great, Alastair has been helping me a lot. My boyfriend still has not reply my emails and I don't know what's going on? Do you think it's those trauma that couples go through when they have a long distance relationship??!><
Tomorrow is a weekend so I'll be taking more pictures of London. Do Skype soon! ^^
Love,
Cay
Of course, I would lie about my job here. I don't want them to worry and even if I were to write about Jillian, the email will be a 1500 words essay! And I don't have the time.
"Here you go, Cadence." Alastair returned and handed me a drool-able sandwich. "Thank you so much!" I ripped the wrapper open the start nibbling on it. Yes, I nibble my food in front of people and as my friends called me 'Demure.'Alastair laughed at my polite eating, "You're suppose to munch on it when you're hungry." I paused then continued to nibble on purpose which made him laughed more. "Anyway, Cadence. Tomorrow's a Saturday. Wanna go anywhere? I'll be your guide." He rubbed the back of his neck as I shot him a look. "I'm aware you have a boyfriend." He rolled his eyes playfully. "Just being a friendly guy who wants to help you get your way around in London." I laughed at his playful tone. I nodded, "Alright. Alright. I wanna visit the Zoo or Museums sounds good too." Alastair shrugged, "Why not visit both?" I jumped in my seat, "Really?" He nodded and I squealed a little in excitement.
"Cadence, where's the project on the Halloween Event?" Oh great, Jillian. She sashayed towards us, emphasising her beauty to Alastair. "I'll hand it up myself." I replied coldly. Jillian smiled sweetly, "But I insist. You've been working so hard, right Alastair?" Alastair didn't react to her flirting and calmly backed me up. "I think Cadence will be able to handle it herself." That shut Jillian and her mouth up. Her oh so sweet smile wavered before she shrugged it off. "If you say so, Alastair." She sashayed her way back to her table, emphasising her butt hugging skirt.
Alastair started rubbing his arms. "She gives me the goosebumps." I giggled, "I think she likes you." Alastair pretended to be shock, "What? Really?" We ended up stifling our laughter. "I will never go for a girl like her." He glanced at me, "Well, I'll see you tomorrow." He walked back to his seat as we all went back to work.
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Joby; Chapter 1
It's been three days since cay left. I'm lying on my bed glancing up my ceiling for the third hour now. Those two must be having a blast now, living in the other ends of the world. And me, living my ol'e stale life now. In fact I was deciding whether to skip class tomorrow so I could dwell in my depressive thoughts a day longer. I'm nineteen still stuck in poly cause I couldn't make it to a local university after JC. I know, I recently gotten over that and forgave myself but when you see your good friends leaving to move on in life, you just feel shitty for being stuck behind. I stood up from my unmade bed and stared at the incomplete canvas painting left untouch for a week at the corner of my room. It was a painting of a random girl that I thought was beautiful: large eyes, thick eyelashes, great face shape, great everything. A total opposite of what I am. I know I sound like a lifeless,passive and depressing person but it's just one of those days I feel like I need a miracle to feel better. Must be the pms.
Twenty minutes later, I heard my mom calling me from downstairs telling me to help out with dinner. I stood up and as I reached the stairs, the whole room felt unbalnced. I felt woozy. Must have stood up too fast. I rubbed my temples and walked down the steps one at a time. By the fourth step, I suddenly felt my eyes falling backwards to the ceiling and suddenly everything was black. The pain of rolling down the staircase, literally, wasn't nearly as painful as the sharp pinch in my head. I was in pain but I couldn't feel my body enough to react. I wanted to scream but my lips were dry and heavy. I kept hearing mom screaming at my face, I couldn't make out what she was saying. Everything I heard was muffled. My body was fighting to move but the pain in my head numbed every other part of my muscles. Then, silence. Everything was pitch black for a long time. I couldn't hear anything. I couldn't feel anything.
<two days later>
Finally, I could hear something. It went like the scanner at supermarkets: beep, beep, beep. I could hear someone breathing heavily. Sounds like a snore. I thought for a moment of who it was. Sounds like mom's. I mustered all my energy to open my eyes but I failed. I kept trying until finally, the bright lights greeted my. I started blinking through and saw the ceiling lights. I tilted my head, with great effort, to see mom beside me, sleeping on the couch. Dad was on the other side of the room, sleeping too. I tried to move my hands. They were a lot heavier than I thought they were. But I only needed to move an inch when mom stirred awake and widened her eyes in shock. " Joby, oh my god Joby. You're awake! Don't worry Joby you're going to be fine. Don't move, I'm going to get the doctor." Well I think I can manage that, considering the fact that I can't move even if I wanted to. Mom would totally smack my butt if she could hear my thoughts in my head.
So. I have brain tumor. At the back of my head. It's too small for the doctors to remove it yet but I have to go for semi-chemo to try to eliminate it. The doctors says it wasn't life threatening yet but I would have to schedule an operation in six months if chemo wasn't doing its job. I haven't said a word of anything yet to anyone. Not even to mom or dad. I didn't know how to deal with this information. I mean mom said our family only had a history of diabetes. Not cancer. They assured me it wasn't cancer yet. And that it was still before and stages of growth. It was a tiny tumor that could potentially kill me before I turn twenty-I wanted to scream at them.
Mom and dad were dumbfounded when they heard this, still shocked from the news. Mom cried. Dad cried. I couldn't decide whether to cry or not. I had to stay in the hospital for three weeks before I can be on home probation. I have three doctors assigned to me-two brain surgeons and one regular general practioner. Then I had eleven nurses( I counted) who waited ion me in the past six hours. Mom and dad had to work everyday so they sent my maid to take care of me. This might seem cruel and uncaring but my parents had to work and I told them to because I wasn't in danger and it was going to be okay. It took me a week to convince them as they brought me to my appointments to the doctors and chemo sessions. They had to. It would keep their worries off me and stop transferring negative energy towards me. This was healthy, I told them. I,was okay. So they came every evening instead after their work. I didn't tell any of my friends, because technically, I wasn't dying. And they had their own shit to take care of, let alone mine. Knowing would just be a burden.
It was coming to the end of week two and I was dragging my feet and my iv stand to the doctors office in my pjs: large baggy shirt and some comfy pants. It was Dr. Fang today checking on my tumor status. As I came into the office, I realized that he was not alone. Next to him was a tall figure, well dressed underneath his white doctory coat. He was well built, you coul tell. That cologne smell was familiar. Then I took a closer look at his face. Smooth, tan and defined cheeks. I knew this person. He was grinning back at me. " well, I hope you don't mind Joby, this is my associate, Dr seah. He's my colleague who is also my understudy, taking over me when I'm not around." I didn't react. This stupid good looking guy was my economics tutor in back when I was in JC. He used to come over my house for bloody expensive tution that I had to pay for myself.(dad refuse to pay a male tutor and mom refused as she didn't believe in tutors) the last time I saw him was on Instagram, in Bali with his gorgeous(I mean extremely beautiful girlfriend ) for vacation last month. He always picked on me and scolded me when I couldn't think of answers. And now he's my freaking doctor. This is a great example of what I call :FML. I just stared at both of them not saying anything as per usual. "Dr Seamus(pronounced as shaymus) seah" kept scrutinizing me as I nodded or shook my head at every question Dr Fang asked. As soon as Fang took a blood sample from me and I was free to go, I sprung from my seat quickly and pushed my IV stand out with me and started walking to my room. I was wearing my pjs, looking like crap in front of that guy. I didn't talk to him since I told him my econs results for a levels were very bad.
I was in my hospital room, switching on my Laptop for the first time since my collapse when I heard a knock on my door. It was Seamus, pushing a tray of food in towards my bed. I glanced behind him to see if Linda, my food nurse was behind him. She wasn't. Great. I still haven't said anything. He sat himself on the couch near my bed and crossed his arms. "So, you're not even going to say hi?". There was silence in the room. "You know I know you're neither deaf or mute." He added. What a jerk. Who does he think he is? Lounging in my room like I know him so well. I ignored him and logged into my laptop on my lap. I heard him sigh and said"I'm not going to say anything about a levels or whatever okay so don't worry, I won't reprimand you." I stared at him. " come on, I'm going to be your doctor, we have to at least try to be nice to each other" he smirked. I stared at him again, this time saying," we're no different from the last time. I'm still paying you to make me better. Just that the last time was econs and this time is my brain. You don't have to force yourself to talk to me just because I'm paying you more now, cuz that money is just for you to treat me" I said without any emotion in my voice. He frowned, sighed and stood up, leaving my room. It was stupid of me to sy that but it was what I felt. I turned my focus back on my laptop. I've got mail from cay and Liz. Two weeks ago. Oops. Well, it's never too late.
Dear girls,
How are you there? I'm fine, great actually. Just school and the usual crap. I seriously want to come visit you guys now. Seriously jelly of your new room cay. And Liz, try not to scare your roommate with your collection of shinee stuff. I wanna hear from you guys more often! Write soon!
Yours trully and lots of love, Joby
P.s: good luck !
It was already midnight as I finished my dinner and Korean drama marathon. Time for some sleep.
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Liz; Chapter 1
New place, new beginnings. I can do this. I thought to myself as I inhaled the fresh California air once I stepped out of LAX. Suddenly Miley Cyrus' Party In The USA seems so relatable and fitting to my situation right now. I've always dreamed of studying abroad by myself and how much fun I would have but right now, I'm honestly nervous and scared. Being so far away from home without my family is the first for me however, I'm still excited for this new adventure.
Oh wait. I haven't officially introduced myself. Hi, I'm Elizabeth Yuen but you can call me Liz. I've graduated from Nanyang Polytechnic recently and I've just been accepted to University of California, Los Angeles. So, here I am. In LA. All by myself.
Standing right outside of LAX with my luggages, I took out a huge yellow envelope that UCLA had sent me a few weeks ago containing information, enrollment slips and other bibs and bobs to find the address to my new hostel. From the information given to me, I'm supposedly rooming with Lee Minhee, a Korean student who is also in her first year of college. I hailed a cab and made my way to the hostel located somewhere at West Hollywood. Apparently, the hostel is quite a few train stations away from the college itself. I thought it'll be just right beside or behind the college, well guess not.
As the cab goes onto the driveway of the hostel, the jaw literally dropped. This place looks like something straight out of the Harry Potter movies. The architecture of the hostel is INSANE. The buildings are so castle-like and incredibly gorgeous. Literally beyond what I have imagined it to be. And to call this place my home for the next 2 years?? WOWWW. I. AM. LOVING. THIS.
I got out of the cab, took my luggages and began finding my way to my room. "Room 502... Room 502... Room 502..." I muttered to myself. "Ah, here it is!" I stuck the key in and turned the knob. The room was pretty big and well furnished. There were 2 single beds separated on each side of the room and one side was already decorated with photo frames and posters of SHINee and other kpop groups.
We already have something in common. The side of my lips curled up. There was no one in the room so I figured Minhee was out or something. I threw my luggage on the bed and started unpacking my stuff. After about an hour, I stood up and made my way to the door just in time a girl with extremely long black hair opened it. "Oh! Hi, you must be my new roommate! I'm Minhee." She smiled at me with beaming eyes. "Hey, I'm Liz." I said as I shook her hands. "Nice place here. I didn't expect it to look like this at all." I said. "I knoooow right! That's what I thought when I first came here too! This place is gorgeous! Wait till you see the campus, you're gonna be blown away! ...." As she continued blabbering about everything else, I just sat at my bed and listened to her. It's nice to have someone so bubbly as my roommate as I'm definitely not someone that talks a lot. I know that we're going to get along well.
After about another hour of chatting with Minhee, she left to get us some takeaways for dinner. I heave a sigh and took out my laptop. Time to inform my family that I have arrived safely and to email Joby and Cay. I miss my best friends. Not being able to see and contact each other often makes me feel weird.
Hey Girls!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh my goodness. To say I have missed you all, is an understatement. Omg. Omg. Omg.
Okay first things first, I have arrived in LA safely and already settled into my hostel! This place is incredible. I'll show you all through skype next time. And my roommate is called Minhee and she's korean :) And she's so bubbly and sweet, y'all would like her too. Okay, enough of me for now.
I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU CAYYYYY! Sorry I couldn't really express my excitement the first time cause I was so out of it. BUT OH MY GOD I'M PROUD OF YOU. Since you will be in London, just across the "lake" (HAHAHA), I can visit you during the holidays! :D And Joby! How are you woman. Come visit me and Cay soon! I'm starting my first day of school tomorrow and I'm nervous. But excited. I wonder what other curricular activities should I take... probably music. Cause y'know, what else. Hahaha. I miss you girls like crazyyyy. Let's skype soon. Love you both.
xoxo,
Liz
Just as I clicked send, Minhee came through the doors. "Food's here!!" she announced. We both dug in and prepared for our first day of school tomorrow. And, that's how my first day in LA went.
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Cadence; Chapter 1
Why would I even think that going to London on my own would be fine?
My name is Cadence Ching. My BFFs call me Cay and 4 days ago, I got a call from the management of Hallmark Cards informing me that a position for me as a card designer is open and I can't say 'No' to that amazing offer! I had been working my ass off on my portfolio and my hard work has finally paid off.
But being alone in a foreign country filled with strangers is a different thing. You see, I have always been the awkward one among my friends and camouflaging myself in a crowd is my specialty. Moreover, my boyfriend did not support the idea of me leaving the country; we even argued for the first time in our 2 years relationship. He refused to sent me off at the airport after that.
I let out a sigh and got out of the toilet, returning to my seat and did my usual 'stare-out-of-the-window' routine for the next 2 hours before the plane arrived at London.
After 6 hours of flight, the plane finally arrived at London City Airport and I got out with other passengers, following their tails. The management informed me that one of their employees would be there to pick me up, 'Kpop Nerd' they said. Not very descriptive. I bit my lower lip and tried to come up with the best greetings I can come up with when I meet him.
After retrieving my luggage, I shadowed behind people again; just in case I lose my way. Looking for a Kpop Nerd was indeed too difficult to find except for an Asian guy with dyed blonde hair, holding up a really decorative banner in his hands with my name written on it. He looked like he was about my age and let me add, he has really girly features. Totally my type.
Eh oh! Now I'm anxious.
I walked towards him, "Ah! You spelled my name wrongly." The guy stopped waving the banner and anxiously examined his banner. I laughed softly at his anxiety, "I'm just kidding. I'm Cadence. Did the management sent you?" The guy beamed at me as he rubbed the back of his neck, laughing awkwardly."Y-yeah! I'm Alastair." I shook his hand, amazed that he does not have a British accent but his looks itself is enough to make me eat my heart out.
I insisted on holding onto my luggage as Alastair asked me tons of questions about myself - What I intend to do? Where am I from? And stuff. If he isn't an employee of Hallmark, I would have squirm so badly from discomfort.
Alastair called a cab for us and drove us to my hotel. "London is a big place but I hope you'll approach me if you need anything." Alastair said, breaking the awkwardness between us. I simply nodded in reply, forming the awkwardness again.
I am such a conversation killer! I looked at my phone, expecting to see my boyfriend's text messages or calls but nothing. I sighed, he probably don't want to spend too much money on overseas calls. I planned to email him later when I get to the hotel.
"Boyfriend?" Alastair looked at me with those brown eyes of his.
"Y-yeah. We had an argument about me coming to London...I-I mean, We argued about having me..."
Great! Now, I'm worried about my English!
Alastair laughed as he patted his leg at my awkwardness. "Don't worry about it. I get it! It must be hard for you to adapt to the change." I smiled at him and nodded. "Yeah, I guess it is."
"Well, get some rest at the hotel later. Tomorrow will be your first day of work so we need tons of your energy." Alastair made an encouraging pose that made me giggled. I looked forward to working with this guy.
Alastair helped me checked into my hotel room as soon as we arrived at Brown's Hotel. It's a really beautiful hotel, simple yet grand - Just my style! Alastair approached me with my room key, "I guess that is all that I can do for ya. If you face any problems, just call me." He handed me my room key and a note with his number in it. "I think there's nothing much to tell you. All information are in the email the management has sent you." He rubbed the back of his neck, not sure how to end the day. I smiled and bowed a little, out of habit. "Thank you so much for your help, Alastair. I think I can manage the rest by myself." He smiled down at me, "Well, good night then." I sent him off at the entrance before heading up to my hotel room.
I felt like I just entered one of the bedrooms that only appeared in movies. It's...indescribable! I instantly fell in love with the room and explored every corners. I can't wait to use the bathtub already!
After exploring, I took out my laptop and placed it on the table and opened up my email. I have three emails to write, I guess I'll start with my boyfriend since I owe him an apology.
Dear Darling,
I've just checked into my hotel room. I hope you are doing well. I'm sorry that everything happened so sudden and I wish I could spend more time with you :) When I've got the money, I'll send you and my family and friends plane tickets to come over to London. Please don't be mad at me anymore :') I love you! <3
Love,
Cadence
Ps: I don't mean what I said during our argument.
Sent.
Now, my family.
Hi Mom, Dad and Leon,
London is really amazing and the hotel is so pretty! I'll send some pictures when I've got the time. I hope everyone is doing well and do take care! I'll do my best in Hallmark and send money over or maybe even plane tickets! Do look forward to it! I love you all! Tell Grandma that I'm doing well and tell her to take care of her body! I'll send her a plane ticket too :)
Love,
Cadence
Sent.
Now, to my BFFs.I switched email account to the one that Joby created for us. It's so much easier to send email to each other this way. Joby, you're a genius! Ding! Oh, there's already an email from Liz. I smiled as my eyes traced every word Liz wrote in her email. She seems to be doing well already.
Heyhey, Joby and Liz!
Good to know that you're doing well, Liz! I would love to meet MinHee! Put her up on Skype the next time we go Live, alright? And do come visit when you're free, I'm homesick already TAT! Anyway,the hotel that I am staying in is GORGEOUS! I'll send you guys pictures of London when I have the time. Joby, what are you doing now? I'm starting work tomorrow, super nervous >< Good thing it's Friday tomorrow in London & LA! Oh! Speaking of work, a cute employee of Hallmark came to pick me up at the airport today! His name is Alastair ;) Do Skype soon so I can tell you more about him! Ciao!
Love,
CayCay
I leaned back on my chair and looked around the hotel room. It would be nice if it isn't this quiet. Well, whatever. I better catch some ZZZs for the night.
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